Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Greed

Unkind wind go past by tree.
The wind takes her last clothes.
Only a nest remains on her cold arms.
She believes the bird will come back someday.

A giant dried brown monster lies on the ground.
Nobody knows where they are.
Going down deep inside, you might find what you want.
Do not cry a little squirrel.

Winter has cold and lonely fragrance.
He is the incarnation of auarice.
Yelling, taking and throwing.
Greed, greed, greed.
He never satisfies.

Winter

Gloomy Monday.
Needing a coat, gloves and a muffler.
I cannot distinguish between clouds and sky. I cannot see blue sky.
Hey, girl. How much time did you run? Your face is getting red.
Stop shouting for me, idiot! You look just idiot!!
Cold wind and fallen leaves smell.
My pen is getting cold like an ice and my fingers too.
Exactly winter.

My dream

I have a dream today
I totally believe my boyfriend loves me.
I have a dream today
My sister changes like a normal person.
I have a dream today
I can speak English like a native speaker.
I have a dream today
It really happens.

Voice

My voice is strong to people, but not strong to animal.
Kind but unkind.
Unbalance.
Loud inside but quit outside.
Spit out sometimes and regret immediately.
A Poor little girl.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Good Bye Atlanta.

Goodbye little birds’ song. 
I will miss your voice. I loved hearing your song when I woke up every morning.
Goodbye fresh air. 
You purified of my heart.
Goodbye clean rain. 
When you came down, every time, really every time you cleaned up my balcony. (My balcony is someone’s restroom.)   
Goodbye ensemble. 
Sometimes it was a duet, and sometimes it was a trio. 
While wind was blowing, trees sang using leaves.
If rain fell same time, it could be an amazing trio.But over a trio was scary.
Goodbye earth smell after rain. 
I really liked your smell. Your scent was heavy, but delicate and brisk.
When I smelled your scent, I felt I was a dandelion.
Goodbye chick-fil-a. 
First time when I saw you, you look not yummy. 
But after I met you, oh my god, you are just awesome.
I will miss you ugly burger.      


Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Fear

I’m scared when I feel too much love someone. 
I’m worried how much I will be tortured when I lose him.
I try to avoid deep love, but it is not easy.
I can’t control my mind. I don’t know what to do.    

Lionfish

Killing, eating, Killing, and eating.
Same day. Common day.
I don’t want to kill anymore, but I can’t.
It is not optional. I don’t have any choice. You know, I’m a lion. 
Everybody knows a lion needs meat. Yes. That’s me.
But they are living, and they also have their family.
I don’t want to take their family. I don’t want to destroy them.
I am a pacifist. Nobody believes me, but I am.
It makes me sad, but I have to. I told I am a lion. I’m so sorry about that.
But you know what? You have to understand me.
Oh…I’m exhausted.
I didn’t kill anyone this week.
You know what I mean?
I didn’t eat a meat. I ate just a few leaves, but the taste was disgusting.
I hope I will like this someday.
I’m dying with hunger.
Well… I want to do a bath. It makes me comfortable, and after the bath, I can forget everything even though starving.
Oh my god… I’m still hungry. I need once more to take a bath.
Emm…? I feel my bathtub is getting bigger.
Where is my foot? Where is my finger? I can’t breathe… Oh, I can breathe now.
What’s wrong with me?
Now I feel comfortable and I’m not starving anymore.
I feel different when I breathe.
Whatever. I feel I’m flying now and I’m not hungry. That’s important.